My nephew...... new member of my family.

I've got a nephew now.......... (my big brother's kid). He looks cute (because he doesn't cry and sleeps still in his mom's arms.)Actually, he should be born at the same date of my BD. (wow!!!) Anyway, he might be afraid of me or something, he decided to be in his mom's womb for longer time until yesterday ......

I feel a bit guilty that I have no present for him!!!! :( (I'm too indulgent to my own busy life ---- which is actually not that busy but I love to pretend to be like that sometimes.)

Anyway, happy birthday my boy. Hope u'll be a great guy with great heart and smartness.

My Life goes on ....

The first day of this month (October). It's one of my favorite months 'cos I was born on this month over 20 years ago.

It's difficult to say how I feel in only one word. I feel sad and happy deeply in my heart at the same time. Sad because I already left a lot of good friends at the company. Happy because I feel like I'll get a chance to do what I've desired & yearned for. When I take a look around my room, seeing all I love; every interesting subjects and details behind all the books I've bought for many years seem to be absorbed into my mind.

After I read all the blesses everybody signed for me in my kind-of-friendship notebook, I feel grateful. Although I knew some might write it as good manner, I can't help having such deep mixed feelings. Wish U all Happiness and Health.

I keep telling myself not to think of whom I fell for [it's taken for over a year; how can I maintain such feeling for one person so long? - unrequited, useless and foolish.] . It's quite hard to do so especially at this time I'm quite fond of (and addicted to) love story novels. Also, PKey's latest (several) blogs emphasize the sensitive thoughts. Anyway, I get so many fascinating things to do. He'll be erased soon, I hope. 55555 And then I'll be able to say 'Good bye, my guy.'

Sleepy day with nice activities

I'm still sleepy, maybe because hard-working (too less sleep hours for several days). It's different from the time I was working. Could I make it again? So tired and bored, but life must go on (--earning for living).

Today i went to bookstore again (Rim Kob Fa - Horizon). It becomes my favorite one (other than CU bookstore at Siam Square) due to a lot of Thai (including SEA region) history and art books. On sale again at the end of this month until next month. I subscribed membership too - 2 years with 10% discount and special ticket price to Ancient City and Erawan Museum. Such a tempting offers I can't deny.

Watching non-dialogue films selected by P'Pai (or Pye) at TU library. A bit stress but not bad - getting new experience. The ordinary films are sometimes boring. Anyway, I still yearn for nice visual technique movies with hopeful story (but please not as Hollywood style, cliche & suck.)

Test Test 1, 2, 3, 4, ....

what a difference a day made........ one of my favorite songs. for me, that proves the truth that everything in this world is not certain. i don't know what i wanna say now. just some craps i can figure out now .......