My nephew...... new member of my family.

I've got a nephew now.......... (my big brother's kid). He looks cute (because he doesn't cry and sleeps still in his mom's arms.)Actually, he should be born at the same date of my BD. (wow!!!) Anyway, he might be afraid of me or something, he decided to be in his mom's womb for longer time until yesterday ......

I feel a bit guilty that I have no present for him!!!! :( (I'm too indulgent to my own busy life ---- which is actually not that busy but I love to pretend to be like that sometimes.)

Anyway, happy birthday my boy. Hope u'll be a great guy with great heart and smartness.

My Life goes on ....

The first day of this month (October). It's one of my favorite months 'cos I was born on this month over 20 years ago.

It's difficult to say how I feel in only one word. I feel sad and happy deeply in my heart at the same time. Sad because I already left a lot of good friends at the company. Happy because I feel like I'll get a chance to do what I've desired & yearned for. When I take a look around my room, seeing all I love; every interesting subjects and details behind all the books I've bought for many years seem to be absorbed into my mind.

After I read all the blesses everybody signed for me in my kind-of-friendship notebook, I feel grateful. Although I knew some might write it as good manner, I can't help having such deep mixed feelings. Wish U all Happiness and Health.

I keep telling myself not to think of whom I fell for [it's taken for over a year; how can I maintain such feeling for one person so long? - unrequited, useless and foolish.] . It's quite hard to do so especially at this time I'm quite fond of (and addicted to) love story novels. Also, PKey's latest (several) blogs emphasize the sensitive thoughts. Anyway, I get so many fascinating things to do. He'll be erased soon, I hope. 55555 And then I'll be able to say 'Good bye, my guy.'