Sunday, October 02, 2005

My Life goes on ....

The first day of this month (October). It's one of my favorite months 'cos I was born on this month over 20 years ago.

It's difficult to say how I feel in only one word. I feel sad and happy deeply in my heart at the same time. Sad because I already left a lot of good friends at the company. Happy because I feel like I'll get a chance to do what I've desired & yearned for. When I take a look around my room, seeing all I love; every interesting subjects and details behind all the books I've bought for many years seem to be absorbed into my mind.

After I read all the blesses everybody signed for me in my kind-of-friendship notebook, I feel grateful. Although I knew some might write it as good manner, I can't help having such deep mixed feelings. Wish U all Happiness and Health.

I keep telling myself not to think of whom I fell for [it's taken for over a year; how can I maintain such feeling for one person so long? - unrequited, useless and foolish.] . It's quite hard to do so especially at this time I'm quite fond of (and addicted to) love story novels. Also, PKey's latest (several) blogs emphasize the sensitive thoughts. Anyway, I get so many fascinating things to do. He'll be erased soon, I hope. 55555 And then I'll be able to say 'Good bye, my guy.'

1 comment:

kreyzikeh said...

555 my life goes on and on

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:) enjoy your life...and don't erase love or lover from your heart, just remember the good things

when you read your writing again...you will find only love in your heart...no pain

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